“The soul is the same in all living creatures,
although the body of each is different.”

Big Ridge State Park, TN-2008-©Renee J Buchanan




March 21, 1996-April 11, 2010


Engeli, I hope you know how much we love you, that you meant everything to me. From the day I saw you coming into this world, you were my reason to
live, my soul mate, my daughter ... and even though it may sound like I am
only sad and broken over you going on to another dimension, I am and will
always be so thankful for having had you in my life!! Thank you Engeli for
choosing me as your mommy, and for giving me the best 14 years ever, the
happiest, the loveliest - I am a better person because of you. Thank you for
sharing your precious heart with me, for allowing me to love you and for
loving me back a hundred times. Mama is there Engeli, Mama is there ...
and it will be alright ...

I am hurting soooo sooooo much, but please don't let this make you sad too,
you go run with Luna now and be happy, be the ray of light you've always
been to me!! And as I told you as you fell asleep ... we'll see each other
again, and I can't wait my girl, I'll go thru each and every day, holding
your spirit close to my heart, knowing that we'll be together again, never
to be separated ever again.

Letting you go on was the hardest decision I've ever had to take, and it was
my heart, my heart that told me I cannot let you be in any pain ... you were
the best girl with the most loving heart and I could never let you be in
pain ... so if it means that mommy has to take all the pain on her, and live
forever with a broken heart, I will and just like I was there when you came
into this world ... I kissed you goodbye as you left your sick body, so your
soul can be free ... 'cause love is not in the holding on, but in the
letting go ... *cries*

I'll cherish all your memories forever, and I promise you, that someday,
sometime, mommy will be able to smile again ... because YOU WANT ME TO!
Because your life was about happiness, about smiles, about grass angels,
about laying in the sun, about braking of joy, about kisses of love ... your
life was all about LOVE and this legacy I will carry on forever, with every
breath I take, with every step I make ... I will walk tall for I was so
lucky to have had the most special angel in my life, and among all the tears
and the pain ... I just know that all the LOVE will fight its way thru and
it will be YOU who makes me whole again.

Mama liebt dich Engeli, alles ist gut .... Your words are forever in my
heart: I love, I am, soul and heart untied - yet connected forever.
With eternal love forever,

deine Mama




She Is Gone

You can shed tears that she is gone
or you can smile because she lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her and only that she's gone
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and lose your mind,
be empty and turn your back
or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

David Harkins 






I dedicate this page to Yvonne, my friend from Switzerland,
as a memorial and tribute to her beloved and dearly missed  angel Stella.



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